Part 3 The day after surgery.
I awoke from surgery in recovery confused and groggy. There were nurses going back and forth and I could hear the couple next to me talking about their daughter that had surgery by Dr. Oldfield before me. I remember the back of my head and neck hurting a lot. However it was a different kind of pain compared to the Chiari Headache. As I lay there I finally got my wits about me a little and I thought “Wow, why did I let Jessi talk me into this. This sucks!” I then cursed her for getting me into this. Yeah, I am not proud of that but I won’t lie. All I could think of at that point was that I was going to hurt like this forever and the headache was sure to come back. My nurse realised that I was awake and checked me over and gave me pain meds. Welcome Lala land followed.
The next time I woke up all I could think about was that I wanted my wife. I needed my wife. Where was my wife. She would make things better. She always did. It was her nature and what she did for me. Just to hear her voice was all I wanted. I couldn’t see well because they had removed my contacts before surgery and that was frustrating. I waved someone down and asked where my wife was. They told me that she could come back and visit soon but they were very busy, it would be a few minutes. I then began to think and realise that something felt different. Not just the surgical pain but an awareness that I hadn’t had in a while. I closed my eyes and took my finger and tried to touch my nose. I did it on the first try. I hadn’t done that in months. I always missed because my coordination was so messed up. This was awesome. Wow! Then there was more pain meds and welcome Lala land again.
The third time I woke up still in recovery Jessi was there beside me stroking my face and watching me sleep. It was sooooo good to see her. My angel was with me finally. I wanted to talk to her and ask how things went but I wanted to show her how I could touch my nose too. She was amazed when I did it for her. Don’t get me wrong I still hurt but not like the first time that I woke up. Jessi stayed with me for a while and talked to me till I fell back to Lala land with more pain meds.
I awoke a while later and they were getting ready to move me to a room on the Neuro Step Down floor. I thought I was going to be in ICU. Could this be true. I had developed a terrible migraine at this point though and I didn’t care where they put me, only that they made this migraine go away. So more pain meds and a relatively regular room followed. My new nurse was terrific. I asked her for something to break the migraine because I could hardly think it hurt so bad. Jessi had gone back to our room for some much needed rest and I was thankful that she was well taken care of by her mother and my best friend. But wow I hurt. My nurse gave me their Migraine Cocktail and I finally slept for about 5 hours straight restfully.
When I awakened this time it was the next morning and my head felt a lot better. No migraine just the soreness and pain from surgery. The assisting neurosurgeon showed up and evaluated me and told me how surgery went and said they would be back in later. A nice lady came in and got me cleaned up and shaved and they got me a soft breakfast. Jessi and her mom came in and then the wonderful nurse came and took out the Foley Catheter. Wow was that a relief. Physical Therapy dropped in a little after that with a walker and a plan of attack to get me up and walking. I so wanted to get up and move but I was afraid of falling or busting something loose.
This is probably the coolest part of this time of my journey….. I walked down the hall with the walker but I walked a straight line. No bumping into walls or swaying uncontrollably or veering off in the wrong direction. This was the first time that I had walked half way normal in 3 months. Jessi was standing behind me watching in awe. Not much else I can say. I was amazed myself when I realized what I had done. WOW. Yippee! Yeah! Amazing! I was ecstatic, amazed and thankful beyond belief. I really don’t know how to say how this felt. There just aren’t the words to express it.
At this point I was thrilled with the results of surgery. There was none of the constant Chiari headache pressure. I had at least 70% of my coordination and balance back. Yes I hurt from the surgery and I could barely move my head but I knew that would get better with time and therapy. I considered this a huge leap to mean that it was successful.
More later in part 4 of my Surgical journey. This was just the beginning of my recovery and my road to wellness.